i'm seeing in red and blue
Sep. 4th, 2023 12:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
did they lose the war? no. i wouldn’t say so. how could you lose if you both are from opposing sides? how could you lose if you chose not to fight? to run away to a place of your own design, a bridge for a space to be neighbors, to keep dogs, and share tea?
they’ve never gone on a date. they’ve never spoken to each other as if they’ve got all the time in the world because They Can’t Do That. they only spoke when blue was in disguise. the rest of their loving and romantic exchanges are in the form of letters. words spread across strands and memorized to be kept in their hearts and heads.
i hope some day, somewhere, in at least one strand, blue and red are neighbors, sharing their tea and playing with their dogs.
this is how you lose the time war has rewired my brain.
230901:
sometimes they come in bursts. in those abrupt times. and you’re caught off guard.
it’s so crazy how i’m crying over seeing this tiktok of two people going on an art date in some place that’s near the river and full of trees and just. is so nice and romantic but all i'm thinking of are blue and red. like???? if blue stopped reading, they never ever ever ever would’ve met up.
“Flowers grow far away on a planet they'll call Cephalus, and these flowers bloom once a century, when the living star and its black-hole binary enter conjunction. I want to fix you a bouquet of them, gathered across eight hundred thousand years, so you can draw our whole engagement in a single breath, all the ages we've shaped together.” 230901:
you're in my head. don’t get out.
(take my heart, lock it safe, you are the book i choose today.)